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(no subject) [Nov. 29th, 2011|12:56 am]
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]

I hate my sister-in-law. Enough said.

And I can't wait till I old, fat, and alone. Then I won't have to worry about anything but myself for fucking once.
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Update! Shocking....I know. [May. 22nd, 2011|04:30 pm]
[Current Location |My bedroom]
[Current Mood |mellowmellow]
[Current Music |Junjou Romantica]


I think it has been a while since I posted here. I believe the only people that read my journal all ready know what is going on. Just wanted to say that AB was okay this year. We won another award. AB this year left me feeling a little empty. Actually, not just a little. Really empty. I haven't been doing costumes I am excited about.  That could be part of it. 

I moved out from my parents. Turns out Sunday's are my free day. At least they have been since I found out I was moving. 

Life has just been kinda moving along. I am feeling like I am just going for the ride. I guess that is how it feels some times. I am sure I will catch up at some point. I just hope there won't be a mess once I do.  I think  I am just overwhelmed with how everything is going. I don't know. I guess I just feel 'blah' with life. 
Wow, that felt pretty good to admit. I haven't had a chance to say that to anyone. ^^" Everyone has been so busy!
Using the surprised/embarrassed Hiroki icon because I am re watching Junjou since I got got season 1 in the mail the other day. 
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(no subject) [Mar. 11th, 2011|12:04 pm]
[Current Mood |sadsad]

I really dislike being thought of only when someone's significant other is away. I thought we were friends. Guess I was wrong.

I'm about to.... [Mar. 8th, 2011|11:43 am]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

Rip my freaking uterus out and throw it in the trash. It hurts like hell. It is giving me a headache and making me feel sick to my stomach. I am still convinced that I am being punished because I am choosing not to reproduce. Grrr.

Aside from that I am making next to no cosplay progress recently because I am always asked to go somewhere on the weekend. If I tell people no they get huffy. Granted I don't want to stay home to sew but I should stay home and help my brother. But seriously, I am getting a point where I just want to say "Fuck this costume" and just half ass the rest of it anyways.  I am going to look like a fat cow anyways so it doesn't matter what I do. The judges will take one look and be like "meh. Fat ass."

Yup. I am feeling awesome about myself lately. Looking in the mirror is painful because I actually have to face myself. Yeah. I hate myself.

Anyways. Back to babysitting.
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The more I think about it... [Sep. 28th, 2010|12:45 pm]
[Current Mood |pissed offpissed off]
[Current Music |Faneru & Gero-Magnet]

So, when I babysit my niece on monday and Tuesday I usually end up having a hard time. She doesn't really like me. She just screams and runs around doing things she KNOWS she shouldn't. When I tell her 'No' she just does it anyways. Why is this? Because her parents let her do what she wants. So when they tell her 'no' she gets to do it anyways.  

Second-I work at 4. I leave this house at 3:30 so I can get there early enough to get decent parking and avoid getting stuck in a line at the doors. This means. I use Scott and Cory's lunch break to take my shower so that I can pack my lunch and finish getting ready when my mom gets here. But today, my LOVELY family FAILED to come over for lunch. You know what my sister-in-law said? "She can just shower while Avery is napping." Yes Cory. I am going to leave YOUR two year old daughter unattended. I know she doesn't care if she destroys her house, but hoenstly I would rather NOT listen to what my father has to say when she destroys all the crystal we have around. I know some of you are thinking 'but she is sleeping' but with Avery she can nap anywhere from ten minutes to two hours. So in the ten-twenty minutes it takes me shower and change she could get up and destroy things.

Scott and Cory are so god damn selfish it drives me crazy.  It doesn't matter to them that my job is TEMP TO HIRE. Meaning impressions are EVERYTHING at this place in order for me to keep it. I know missing one shower isn't much, but it is to me god damnit. I want to KEEP this fucking job. I DON'T want to be stuck at market basket for the rest of my life. Just because they settled on it doesn't mean I have to.

I wonder why Cory's family can't watch the baby as much as we do. I am sure some of you are going to read this and think "They only watch her two days." Well you're wrong. The last month or so my mother has had the baby 3-4 times a week. WTF? What the HELL happened to Cory's family? Oh that's right. Her mother is in the middle of a divorce so she is out with her new boyfriend and her younger sister has never given a damn about Avery unless I am in the room. Because Avery always chooses her over me. HA. Stupid fucks.

I don't want to babysit anymore. My niece wants nothing to do with me, I am fucking exhausted when I get to work, and I am tired when I get home from work but I can't sleep when I go to bed early so I just stay up.  I don't want to clean up after they eat, and I don't want to listen to them bitch because I didn't give their daughter a bath or her nap was too early.

I am never having kids. Ever.

Oh and I just got a message from my aunt in Flordia to tell me that my grandfather has a malignant tumor on one of his lungs. Awesome. TODAY FUCKING SUCKS.
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I'm writing on LJ what? [Sep. 14th, 2010|11:42 am]
[Current Location |Dad's recliner]
[Current Mood |sleepysleepy]

It's been a while since I have used this stupid thing. I lurk on it frequently during the day just never feel like posting.

Since the last time I was on here a few things have changed. I got a new job finally.  =D The job I waited something like 9 months for. Thank goodness I got it! It's pretty good. I am enjoying it. I have to work extra hard to get my iPod which is making some of the nights really hard since I loose focus after about 2 hours. It's a good thing I get a break just about every two hours. Gives me a chance to regroup my concentration.  The money is really good too. Got my first paycheck from there. It was a pleasant surprise, that's for sure.
I'm adjusting to the hours all right.  The only two things that are a downer is that I don't get a nice hot meal at a decent time and that when I get home everyone has pretty much gone to bed.  Except for Elise, she is usually up. Which is nice. I was worried I was going to miss talking to her.  I feel bad though because it is really late.....and we usually end up staying up till about 3 am.

I still watch my niece even though I am up super late. It's really hard getting up at like 9:45. Tuesdays are really rough to get through. I haven't had to babysit on Monday yet but I am sure that is getting close to changing. I would go to bed earlier on Sunday but that would mess up my sleeping pattern for the week and it would just make things really difficult later on.

Since I started a new job I figured I would start to work on some of the things I was always talking about doing. For example, I have adjusted my diet in hopes of dropping a couple pounds. I have gone something like 5 weeks without soda! Which is great because I have no interest in drinking the stuff now. I drink tons of water and Ocean Spray juice.  My mom says I have lost some but I don't see it. Cory said it is starting to look like I am thinning out.  So maybe it is working.  When I get my next paycheck I am going to get a membership to the gym right down the street from my house and go with my friend Maria.  Once I throw some exercise in there it should help drop some more weight.  I have stuck with the eating thing for about a month so I have a feeling I can keep with it.

The new job is Monday through Friday. It's super nice to have weekends off.  Friends that I normally got to see every now and then I can see quite frequently.  I have had plans with friends just about every weekend. Not just about, every weekend. It is great. This weekend I am heading to Elise's house again.  ^^ Who knows what we'll end up doing.  At the moment I am suppose to help her with her drawers and draft the pattern for her Zaft pattern. We'll probably just get to the drawers.....maybe. XD

Now, as for cosplay......I haven't really accomplished anything new.  I am hoping I can drop enough weight by anime boston so I can do a TYL Mukuro cosplay. I have a huge list of things I want to do for AB. I will need to prioritize.  
AAC is right around the corner. Which has me completely overwhelmed. It shouldn't, but I need to get the invite emailed to Carl so he can start the printing process.  This is my last year on the cosplay staff. I am a bit excited about that. I will get to learn to do something new.  I'll still get to cosplay apparently so it will work out I think. I will have more to do before the con than at the con. Which is okay with me.

That is pretty much it for updates on my life. Nothing terribly exciting. Thought I would actually post on here since I never use the stupid thing.

No one is probably going to read this. >_<
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(no subject) [May. 16th, 2010|11:43 pm]
[Current Mood |scaredscared]

For the first time in my life I find myself regretting some of the choices I made.
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I find myself more and more irritated.... [May. 12th, 2010|06:25 pm]
[Current Mood |bitchybitchy]

I find myself to be more and more irritated with Market Basket. I mean. It's pretty freaking bad when I wake up in the morning when I know I have to go to work and I feel like crying. That it completely impacts the mood before work. I just dread going there that much.

I suppose I should probably elaborate seeing as though some of you on my friends list have no idea what I am talking about while there are some of you that have had to listen to me complain about it every night when I get home. First, I would like to say that my boss has me so worked up about asking for time off I don't know why I bother doing it.  She is down-right nasty to me! NASTY. In every meaning of the word.

Yes, I know I took the week before thanksgiving off. But I worked straight up until, and the day after.  I didn't take any time off for Christmas, but I took Easter weekend off. I have now taken memorial day weekend off.  The day after I asked though she was sitting at her desk making various marks on her time off calander when she says:

"Christy, I don't want you to take this offensively but you can't ask for anytime off for the fourth of July. It isn't fair to the other girls that you are taking all the holiday's off. Give some of them a chance."

I was left speechless. Then I whipped back with a bit of attitude telling her not to worry. I didn't plan on it.

It was then pointed out to me a couple days later that starting on my birthday the full timer in the office was going to be on vacation. Which she then wrote "NO TIME OFF THIS WEEK ----->" So....that means I can't go to Portcon. Sweet. I get to be the bitch that backs out on my friends because my job is that freaking cool.

Now I am moving on to how BAD I get shafted when I am there. I hate training but that seems to be all I get to do lately. Fuck me. So  tonight I was suppose to be working with the girl that has been in there as long as I have been. Which was great because it meant while I was training I had NOTHING to worry about.


I came in and my boss told me that that girl wasn't going to be working because she had to go to class. (she also told me last week that she was going to be training the next new girl when she starts)Then I was told the girl she replaced her with is going home early because she wasn't feeling well and I was going to be left with one of the newer girls AND the trainee. Please don't take think that I don't like the newer girl because I totally do. But I all ready have my hands full with the trainee that I don't have enough time to do my work, and answer two different people's questions.  

In the little bit of downtime we had this evening I checked my schedule for the next two weeks because my boss is on vacation. I got more days next week. Which is righteous. The latest I will be out is 6. Except for Thursday when I close.   Then I look at the next new girls schedule. SHE IS WORKING ALL THE SAME SHIFTS AS ME> GUESS WHO IS FREAKING TRAINING?! The best part is I don't even like this girl. Flat out dislike her. She is lazy, whiny and just down right rude. UGH. It makes me pissed off just thinking about it! I told my boss that I didn't like her and I didn't think she was going to work out. But who the fuck cares?!

She is going to leave crying like the two other girls anyways. Yes. I have made two people quit working in the office because I was too hard on them. But you know what? If they don't want to do the work just get the fuck out. I don't have time to be picking up their slack just because they want to flirt with one of the baggers that came to the window.

But I have to cut this short because the newer girl just called and she just overcharged a dude 35 dollars for groceries that weren't his and he left with another cart. -_-
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Let's see....where to begin? [Apr. 6th, 2010|11:32 am]
[Current Mood |tiredtired]

I am not really sure where to begin the post. I suppose I will start it off by saying: "I survived Anime Boston 2010!" I won't really go into further detail since I don't quite remember all that happened this weekend. Maybe it is because I didn't do much? I dunno.

I started watching a new anime that I really am enjoying and it is only episode one! That is usually really hard for me seeing as I normally have a hard time getting into anime's this easily! I think the last anime I was this excited about was Soul Eater.  I just wish it was next week so I can get more of the show. ^_^'

Cosplay wise....well, I don't have any active projects I am working on but I have decided on two things I know I will be doing in the near future. Tales of Symphonia (I want to go as Lloyd!) and I definatly want to do Kobato! I am also feeling that I may put Peacemaker on my list for AAC. I know that some of you will read this and think I am out of my mind. But I really want to make a Shinsengumi uniform! hahaha. Maybe I will do a shinsengumi member from Hakuouki Shinsengumi Kitan but it is still early for me to decide on something like that!

Aside from anime and cosplay I don't have much else to write about. Work is well....work-like. I haven't been there in 6 days so who the heck knows what will happen when I get in there tonight. Hopefully some of the managers I don't like will be gone. That would be amazing.

I'll keep this short and end this post here. I think I might take care of the animals cage and lay down on the floor and take a nap while the baby sleeps. ^^'
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Since I have complained enough on facebook [Mar. 6th, 2010|02:55 pm]
[Current Mood |sicksick]

My stomach has been killing me since thursday. I thought I was all right yesterday, but once I started doing things it started acting up again. Today started out all right, and then I ate something and it hates me again. I really can't win. When I sit I feel all right. It is when I am standing that I have an issue. >_> 

Other than that....hm....All my costumes are behind. All of them. I can't seem to get my head out of my ass to finish them. I am going to have to buckle down and finish up the white jacket here pretty quick because I can't waste any more time playing with it. I need to finish Oz so I can work on Chrome and Tsuna. Though they should move along pretty quickly. I am not too worried about them.

AB should be fun. I am starting to look forward to it. Though dreading it is still the stronger emotion. hahaha.
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